So, as indicated by the title, it is March. February is over. And, while I know it is naturally a short month, this one just flew by really quickly. Not much new is happening with me. I mean, I am starting to get a little tired of my job. Its fun, but monotonous. It doesnt require thinking, and I need something that is mentally stimulating.
On the girl side. Well, I am back to square one, as oft I am. But, while I do get lonely, I think I am starting to become okay with it. Not the being lonely part, but being content with singleness. Granted, that could change tomorrow, but, really, this year I am trying a lot, asking people out and chasing girls. I am actually starting to have some skills. Granted not many, but a few. If I would have been like this earlier, then, well, everything would be completely different.
But, you know what. I really wouldn't change much if I could. I wish I could be one that could say there is nothing I wish I could have changed with my life. Granted, all of my experiences made me what I am today, and that is pretty darn good. But, I mean, wondering what could have been different if you did something different and if it would have helped out my life, or someone else's life. I mean, that thought it there. So, maybe I dont know if I would change it, but knowing what I now know, I think in retrospect, I could see how it would benefit me. What, there is the song that says "I wish that I knew what I know now When I was younger. I wish that I knew what I know now When I was stronger." Its true.
But, life is going on, and I really have no complaints.
Peace
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